Some questions...
Mr. Ginger, our new cat, is fitting in nicely in our home…
most of the time anyways. Except for the
times he keeps begging us for people food, and decides to lay down right
(literally) behind our feet while working in the kitchen. Is there such a thing as a normal cat? If so,
I don’t think I’ve ever met one!
We were just going to call him Ginger but then we took to
the vet. When people kept
double-checking if he was a male cat, we realized that Ginger is normally a
girl’s name. So, now he is “Mr. Ginger!”
It took some convincing my family to get a new cat so soon
but I think it was worth it! :)
There has been a question that has been haunting and
piercing me the last week or so.
The question is this:
What if God never gives me a husband, children, a larger
bank account, my dream job, my own house- all the things I’m currently desiring
and/or working towards- and what if God doesn’t ever give me those things so
that I might cling to Christ more closely?
Am I willing to say to God, “if for me getting married someday will
bring me closer to you, please let it happen; but if getting married will
distract me from You, please let me stay single”?
All these things are good gifts from God, but do I see Jesus
as so much more valuable than all these good gifts?
All these questions are stemming from Matthew 13:44-46
“The
kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and
covered up. Then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that
field."
“Again,
the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls, who, on finding
one pearl of great value, went and sold all that he had and bought it."
I’ve been asking myself how I get to this place. As I’ve been asking these questions it has revealed my heart- that so often I’m not willing to give up everything for Jesus.
Treasuring Jesus above all else is a hard place to get too and it’s a hard place to stay at. The psalms are great at showing us that. Over and over again David pleads for more of God and His presence. It’s not a one-time thing. David constantly asks God to open his eyes to see beautiful things in His word (ps. 119:18} because God’s steadfast love is better than life itself. (ps. 63:3) I think it’s fair to say that this is a daily struggle in every season of life we find out ourselves living in.
Just as it was worth pleading with my family to get Mr. Ginger, it is ten thousand more times worth pleading with God that He will open our eyes to see His infinite worth!
Cheryl, I just really want to say that the thoughts you've shared are beautiful and so valuable. Oh, for Jesus to be our greatest treasure ... I am praying, pleading, to this end also. God Bless Cheryl. ps. "Mr. Ginger" - I like :) - Lue -
ReplyDeleteYou're a beautiful writer, Cheryl. This really encouraged me this morning. Thanks for putting your self aside so that others may be blessed!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much Lue and Jen for your encouragement! It means a lot!
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